Dulu lain, sekarang lain

hah. siap pon. ape yg lain nye. cuba tengok sekeliling anda. lain kan? biasalah. kadang2 kita kena berubah. nak bagi semangat la katakan. tapi janganlah pula berubah ke arah kemunduran atau pon yang bersifat negatif. betul tak?

amacam? ok x? saya tukar layout baru. ala2 lebih matured gitu (emm... matured ke?). tapi pinkishness tuh masih belum boleh ditinggalkan lagi ye. harap maklum. ye la. saya kan perempuan. mestilah suka akan benda2 sweet2 comel2 girly2. hihi. betul x?

pastu ape lagi yang lain? perasan x? Helloooo... yuuhuuuu.... Farhah Di Sini. hah. tajuk baru tuh! uishh. fully make over betul ni. hehe. saje tukar tajuk. something yg lebih simple yang lebih dekat di hati. yang boleh buat korang x tdo malam ingat kat saya (perasan...).

dah kalau tajuk pon baru. mesti lah banner baruuuu.... siap pakai crown lagi. gambar ni kenangan masa kat kedai pizza kat... mane ye. emm. ooohh dekat miami beach! sedap woo pizza dia. nak lagiii... tapi mana la nak cari kat malaysia ni. cian abang botak kat belakang tu kan. baru nak order. jangan jeles saya makan dulu. nyum3.

eh tak perasan pula. khusyuk sangat membebel kat sini. hah ni sebab lagi satu perubahan la. ape? ala x perasan ke. hehe. ini juga merupakan entry pertama saya dalam bahasa melayu jiwa bangsa. "yang kurik kundi, yang merah saga, yang cantik itu budi, yang indah itu bahasa"! cewaahhh... sebelum ni kan duk US. so saje la boleh practice penulisan english saya. kan? dan lagi satu sebab nak elakkan saya membebel macam sekarang ni. hehe.

tapi tak kisah la. sekarang kawan2 saya jauh. tak boleh dah membebel kat dorang macam selalu2. kan3? so biar lah saya membebel kat sini pula. hehe.

ok bai. nak cari makanan. lapo!

i wish i were there

today is 24th of October

but i'm here. and he's there.

we're apart but closer in another way. heeee... thanks to maxis.

Happy 23th Birthday to my forever love...

p/s: i love you ♥ ♥ ♥

Am only glass, can't be diamond

sometimes it's hard to accept. when you do all your best but things never turned out as you wish. i dream. and i dream big. but at the same time. i'm scared. am scared to dream coz i know it's 99% won't happen as i wish. even if i know. i am. i am broken into pieces.

i can't stop. from all the thoughts. and it's worst when i close my eyes. trying to sleep. trying to clear my mind. hence it's failed. i can't sleep! not just today. not just yesterday. not just the day before yesterday. it's stressful. it's tiring. and i'm really weakening.

Ya Allah. please give me strength. show me the path i shall take.

p/s: i've always avoid to share my miserable moment. but not this time. perhaps it's better to express it.