i don't like me!

wow... it's been quite a long time since my last post which is when i'm at the end of my 21st. oh come on... few days after i'm 22nd doesn't mean i am 22nd. am i right here? it's not that my life was so damn bored that i didn't have anything to write about okayy~~~ it's just that my lazy notty fingers didn't feel like typing! seriously i have a lot to write a lot to tell a lot to share and my brain keep came up with brilliant titles and brilliant ideas but blame my fingers okayy~~~ oh wadda excuse... hehe... ;p

so now... here she comes a 22nd year old big girl(woman perhaps? ouch!) trying to do some 'mature' writing here (oh really?). well... it's just passed few days after winter break started, and i'm so damn bored staying at home doing nothing but taking care of my petville, fishville, yoville, what ever ville... that's on the facebook. emm... formally known as facebook games. and because of just staying home which is to be specific... 'on the bed in front of an old laptop'... so then i kept getting headache... and it's getting serious. my head just feel so heavy. i can't move a lot that it will hurt me. all because of all those staying home activity plus overslept. yep... that's me... i really need to go out and get some fresh air and do something. which is what i plan for tomorrow (hopefully).

and i really really don't like myself! next week i'll be going for a two weeks trip to Atlanta (Georgia), Florida and Bahamas. i'm so excited about it that i want it to be perfect(insyaAllah). and at the same time, my pocket-economic-crisis never end~~~ wish i could survive this $$$ vacation. but guess what... i just did what i do best few minutes ago which is SHOPPING! i don't like myself but i can't resist it. i said "oh... it doesn't cost that much, nahh". and here comes the consequence of that soothing sentence... a consecutive so-called low cost shopping which means it does cost a lot! 'sikit2 lame2 jadi bukit' (negatively)!

erggghhhh!!!!!!!!

p/s: yes u can say ask "if i don't like it why didn't i stop?" because... it's not that easy~~~ trust me :|

hemm... waiting for a few more packages to come~~~ lalalala~~~ (hate me)