Home Alone

Merry Christmas~~~ hohoho~~~

well i don't celebrate christmas but living in a place where everyone else does celebrate christmas just make me feel so home alone. they're all having family gathering and wearing new clothes and eating delicious feast and laughing at the jokes and the best part is opening the presents under the christmas tree. easy to say they're all having fun while i'm here still in my pajama at 2pm with no present no food no one else except my housemate.

guess i better stay home since all stores must be closed today and besides it's just too weird to wonder around town on christmas while others staying home with family. and i bet state college downtown looks like a death valley right now. and looks like it's a rainy christmas this year rather than snowy.

hohoho~~~

i don't like me!

wow... it's been quite a long time since my last post which is when i'm at the end of my 21st. oh come on... few days after i'm 22nd doesn't mean i am 22nd. am i right here? it's not that my life was so damn bored that i didn't have anything to write about okayy~~~ it's just that my lazy notty fingers didn't feel like typing! seriously i have a lot to write a lot to tell a lot to share and my brain keep came up with brilliant titles and brilliant ideas but blame my fingers okayy~~~ oh wadda excuse... hehe... ;p

so now... here she comes a 22nd year old big girl(woman perhaps? ouch!) trying to do some 'mature' writing here (oh really?). well... it's just passed few days after winter break started, and i'm so damn bored staying at home doing nothing but taking care of my petville, fishville, yoville, what ever ville... that's on the facebook. emm... formally known as facebook games. and because of just staying home which is to be specific... 'on the bed in front of an old laptop'... so then i kept getting headache... and it's getting serious. my head just feel so heavy. i can't move a lot that it will hurt me. all because of all those staying home activity plus overslept. yep... that's me... i really need to go out and get some fresh air and do something. which is what i plan for tomorrow (hopefully).

and i really really don't like myself! next week i'll be going for a two weeks trip to Atlanta (Georgia), Florida and Bahamas. i'm so excited about it that i want it to be perfect(insyaAllah). and at the same time, my pocket-economic-crisis never end~~~ wish i could survive this $$$ vacation. but guess what... i just did what i do best few minutes ago which is SHOPPING! i don't like myself but i can't resist it. i said "oh... it doesn't cost that much, nahh". and here comes the consequence of that soothing sentence... a consecutive so-called low cost shopping which means it does cost a lot! 'sikit2 lame2 jadi bukit' (negatively)!

erggghhhh!!!!!!!!

p/s: yes u can say ask "if i don't like it why didn't i stop?" because... it's not that easy~~~ trust me :|

hemm... waiting for a few more packages to come~~~ lalalala~~~ (hate me)

On my 22nd

yes... i'm on purposely make this entry late coz i don't want to accept that i'm getting older. (not!) haha... just kidding. ohh... hello blog. how are you? i miss u.

ok. so, on 27th aug everyear including this year. repeatedly my age will be x+1= older (x is age up to 26th). alhamdulillah~~~ currently its become 22nd. what? huh? really? no way? yes it is... so no matter how why when where... i'm 22 years old now. i'm a senior which is great coz soon to be graduate (may 2010). insyaallah~~~ but to think of it again... it's no good coz i'm soon joining the real world... need to get a career. need to get my own money. need to think of my future. and bla... bla... bla... pretty scary huh! so this is my thought of being a 22nd.

back to the memory of 22nd for 2009. i'm just blessed~~~ thank you for everyone who wish and celebrated my birthday. i'm so happy. this might be the most special celebration ever since next year and so on... it'll never be the same again. because it's no more college life. :(

my housemate's birthday is the next day of my birthday. another cake is for two other guys with about the same birthday as mine. i got a beautiful appetizingly delicious cake thanks to Mr. B. it's not actually a 'cake' cake. but it's a 100% ice cream cake. strawberry cheesecake blizzard cake... so here's the story...

pictures tell everything~~~

and thanks to Mr. B.... my sayang~~~

for a wonderful night (not the cake night! ehemm...) and wonderful gifts...

you are the sweetest thing ever~~~

and i love the lovely little thing in the red box... and the full of writing card... ;)

off to Canada

i'm going to Canada this whole week. tomorrow we're going to the Canada consulate in Buffalo and apply for a single entry visa early in the morning before the consulate even open for business. the visa should be done in few hours. InsyaAllah... hopefully nothing will disappoint us. and may Allah make an easy way for us. Amin~~~

alright i'm going to Niagara falls after this. tata...

Moving out

today... i'm moving out to new apartment. yesterday we're all out doing some more packing and the most tiring part is cleaning... every single detail of the apartment! at least we only have the cleaning job to do. coz we've packed most of the stuffs since two weeks ago little by little. huh... what a release. i'm trying get a hint of the new apartment life here. emm let see... we got swimming pool, beach volleyball, gym, and pool table ( in my boyfriend apartment there). so how that sounds? totally great for sure!

but park hill was a nice place. i live here for two years and now it's time to let go. orait... got to go ... more cleaning to do...

bye Park Hill... hello University Terrace...

Six Flags Great Adventure

Last week i went to six flags great adveture at New Jersey with egy, zack, peyya and nabil. it was so great and so adventurous just as it's named. there's actually lots of six flags all over America and this is my first six flags. we choose this one because it has KINGDA KA... the tallest and fastest roller coaster in the world... yeay world babe the globe... you know... the earth... hahhaa...

but i was so down so frustrated... because that day we went kingda ka is actually CLOSED. can you believe it! OMG! i skipped my job in the middle of the week and get a warning and lost hours of wage just because of kingda ka. arghhh!

Kingda Ka... T_T

but that was just the beginning... because then i really enjoy the park. i was so having fun with other roller coasters. awesomeeee~~~ we all like nitro and rode it twice. huhu... and el toro was great too.

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next stop... cedar point. Top Thrill Dragster is 2nd after kingda ka. better not closed when i come...

p/s: credit to nabil and egy for the videos.

Black Cow

it's been a while since the last time i had 'black cow'. it was so good... yummy nyum nyum... i actually drink two glasses. and guess what i don't mind to finish the third glass (if it's free... ;p). you should try it.

For whoever in State College, just go to Baby's (it's a diner not babies baby's as what it sounds like ok...) and order a black cow... and maybe try the sweet potato fries (ubi keledek goreng). For whoever want to try extreme home edition, just buy a root beer and serve with a scoop of chocolate ice cream. just like a regular float. :)

because black cow is actually another name for root beer float. but baby's named it in menu for root beer with chocolate ice cream. it sounds weird (my first thought) but then it's super duper yummy. hey maybe try with other ice cream flavor... interesting huh~~~ oh yeay Creamery has float with any flavor and any soda too. just mix and match...

slurppp....slurppp... ahhhhh~~~

p/s: i want one (root beer with choc)! no two actually... maybe three... or....

1 2 3 4

This is for you baby

since you're so busy

don't push yourself too much

just take a break with this song

just for you baby

1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had

Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad

Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad

Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you

I love bein' around you

You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do

Three words for you I love you

There's only one way to say

Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

Give me more lovin' from the very start

Piece me back together when I fall apart

Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad

Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you

I love bein' around you

You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do

Three words for you I love you

There's only one way to say

Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

I love you

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do

Three words for you I love you

There's only one way to say

Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

I love you

1, 2, 3, 4

I love you

I love you

Mr. Ford Blue

this past weekend, Mr. Ford Blue got a special 'spa' treatment. first, he got a really nice bath. uuuu.... such a great clean sensation~~~

then, the next day day, he got the polishing and waxing treatments. inside out. well he still got the scratches and marks all over his body. but, now... he is so shiny shiny... so blueing... so fresh... and so healthier too.

Yes Mr. Ford... you can do it! take care...

p/s: good job to the perasan macho 'sleeveless-n-hat' guy... ;p

Bored

it's sunday. and i'm bored. 

though two assignments due tomorrow but arghhh bored. english peer review memo and yoga assingment 1. leave them for tonight.

now what? stuck in the house while outside is so shimmer summer.  tennis? squash? movie? nap? hemm... 

Al-Fatihah

"Verily, Allah! With Him (Alone) is the knowledge of the Hour, He sends down the rain, and knows that which is in the wombs. No person knows what he will earn tomorrow, and no person knows in what land he will die. Verily, Allah is All Knower, All Aware (of things)." Surah Luqman (31:34)

Al-Fatihah to Nublan Zaki Norhadi

one of my juniors in Penn State

may you rest in peace 

"It is He Who gives Life and Death; and when He decides upon an affair, He says to it, "Be, " "and it is. " Surah Al- Mu'min -The Believer(40:68)

"…and to Him you shall be brought back." Surah Yasin(36:83)

i'm tired :(

this few days...
i'm tired. very very much.
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tried to sleep at 12 but never accomplished.
went to bed at 2 AM. zzzzz.
8 AM. yoga class.
9.30 AM. english class.
11 AM. working.
2 PM. college parking.
night. went home.

*repeated everyday.

not enough sleep.
not enough rest.
not enough. not enough.
i'm tired.
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today. 4 hours. walmart. dollar tree. far corner.
walking non stop.
i'm hungry. i'm tired.
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tomorrow. new adventure of smoky mountain.
it's 1 AM now. i'm going to bed.
only 6 hours sleep.
tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow.
less and less...

but i need more.
cause i'm tired.
:(

yes or no

Smoky Mountain

-this friday to monday
-about 8 hours away
-$150

going or not going?

yes or no?

???????????

update: i'm going!yeah...

Finally... what a release...

this is what i'm waiting for
either it's canceled or we're all not going
and should i say thank you to petronas
finally Penn State decided not to go
all of us
i'm sorry illinois
i'm sorry midwestgames
this year will be without Penn State
i'm not sad i'm not mad
but i'm release
from the burden of doubtful
for myself for my team

to Miss Goalie if you're reading this
no worry i understand
let forgo the pass...

and welcome the great summer adventure
hooray... come on girls guys
what's next after the picnic????

i said then i forgot

if there's a lil' harsh in the previous post... i apologize, but i need to bring out what's in my mind... it is not a long term emotion. never. it's not worth to sacrifice a friendship... take care everyone~~~

BABI is a disaster!

few weeks ago swine flu outbreak started to make a fuss... (selsema BABI!)

and now it's one more week before the midwestgames in illinois... where the highest swine flu cases are recorded which are about 600 cases today... so mara, jpa, petronas... all the sponsor make a statement not to allow their students to join the midwestgames and this again make a fuss among the students. i would say the game should just cancel since all the sponsors were not agree. but the msd want to continue the game. the consequences are there will be some students who want to go and some students who didn't want to go. but the bad news about this is the team sports are out of control... 'nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga'
how can we make a team if some teammates are not joining. it's so last minute. here i'm especially taking about my team... my soccer team... frankly to say i cried when i first heard about this. it just happened... from all the hardworks and everything and now what can i say... the team is gone... i hate to say but i'm mad, i'm sad, i'm down... i can't do anything... i've tried my best to convince everyone
but what i hate the most is when those people not even tell me their final status... going or not going... coz it broke my heart even more...
the outbreak sounds serious and i'm sacred too but after all the consideration about the trip... insyaallah... everyone is protected... ~amin~

p/s: i have a new team and a week... so anything can happen... "Trust is like a vase.. once it's broken, though you can fix it the vase will never be same again"

so i have a trust and the vase will definitely be a like new vase... :)

covered with blanket

yes i'm covered with blanket but i'm not sick... nope...
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it's 20 degree outside but it feels like below 10 degree inside...#in my apartmemt#... and i have to cover myself with a blanket all the time. well just lower part of my body is covered and surely my hand is free to move but they're freezing. i can't even turn on the heater since the heater-used-to-be had turn to an air conditioning. and the floor is like an ice floor.

arghh...it's so chilly lily right now...
guess i need to go out.

Summer oh summer...

finally... it's the end...
summer is here... my new wardrobe are also here...
so i'm gonna love the upcoming days.
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but i'm still busy looking for jobs. got some but not really what i want... yeah well i prefer one that start and end at once...like office hours. coz i want to maximize the 40 hr per week. but hurm...different jobs at different places in a day will be really tough... uhuhu... gonna try my best...
it's all rezeki... alhamdulillah~~~

p/s: and don't get sick... swine flu.go.go.shuh.shuh...

almost there...

hooray... one more to go...BIOCHEM. on friday.
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no more studying today.
need to cover my lack of sleep...
will be in bed for few hours. right after this.
and then going out maybe.

task to do... taking care of mr.biochem (tomorrow).
breath...believe...breath...believe...

p/s: why am i working tonight...uhh!

Huh!? May 2nd...

OMG... i just realize that it's already May 2nd today... what? when is May 1st? (surely yesterday la...) but seriously i'm so damn busy that i missed to keep track of the date.

 it's Mayyyy... which is almost the end of spring semester... which is the start of summer... which is almost half of year 2009... which is i'm soon a senior... which is i'm about 22... which is all happen so fasttttttt... 

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hang on... hang on...

one more week... then it's summer fun time...

(summer class can never prevent me from having good time...)

oh yeay...

a L.O.V.E story

The story begin...

once upon a time...

because they're friend...

then something happens...

but it's complicated...

because he's...

then she's hurt...

because she wish...

but she said...

and...

so today she say...

no matter how tough it could be...

she'll always...

that's why she...

because she knows...

p/s: this is my longest entry ever and the most 'jiwang' ever... 

if you feel like throw up... go ahead~~~ :)

i'm smiling

smile...smile...smile... :) 

i'm smiling even my heart smiling... 

why? because... shhhh... secret!!! 

lalalala...lalala... 

p/s: i wish i could just share with the whole world... 

ah... i can feel my heart smiling right now.... :)

Restaurant City

i'm busy yesss... but at the same time i'm addicted to this facebook game... what? again? yep after the gangster addiction now i have this new games in action. 

i got a Restaurant City... i'm a great tycoon... oh yeah. 

then i got the Sorority Life. little bored coz quite the same as gangster just this time i play with girly stuff. 

then i got the Pet Society. have to take care of my little cute green pet 'yui'. 

then i got YoVille. why is it so hard to get money in this game?

so i'm addicted. did i missed any more game? 

Busy Woman

wow... the busy period has started... this morning i was having a JPA meeting... sound serious but not really... just a few reminder from the sponsor. and the finishing was a delicious meal from IP. i ate as if i 'live to eat' not eat to live. haha... 

then right after the meeting... i got change from baju kurung to casual and went to Beaver Stadium and watch the blue and white football game (just the 2nd half). too bad blue team was defeated by white team. 

yeay... it's BLUE and WHITE weekend people... fun is everywhere... and i looove funnn.... last night i went to the fun fair but wasting a lot of quaters for nothing.... erghhhh...tricky games... then i ate the funnel cakes. i don't know why but people just love it whenever there was a fun fair and they willing to queue and wait in that very long line for the funnel cakes... including me of course... haha... but thank god last night i'm not in that 'peak hours'. 

oh yeay... forgot to mention... i love...love...love... the weather today. it's ~30 degree celcius... (though i kept complaining hot...hot...hot). and should be the same for the next two days... yeay...

then after the having fun part... we (the malaysian at penn state) are having a meeting for the president and vice president election and also for the final exam solat hajat. congrats to amar and izatul~~~ 

so this is the starting for a 'busy woman' me... got a fitness walking take home exam due on Monday... and waiting in line this week are the econ assignment, global warming presentation, tobacco plant culture lab report plus lab notebook... and next week is final exam week. oh no there's a lot to study and oh yes i'm done with spring semester. and another busy thing is searching for summer job~~~ good luck for me.

p/s: today is better than yesterday and tomorrow is better than today...

why am i not updating my blog?

why am i not updating my blog?

• coz i don't feel like doing so.
• coz i'm lazy to do so.
• coz i'm not in the writing mood.
• coz i'm busy with other internet application.
• coz i spent more time playing games.
• coz i'm busy with other things.
• coz bla3...  

the truth is i do have a lot in mind to write for... many virtual entries just 'check in' my mind and then they 'check out' coz i just abandoned them. oh...i'm sorry mr.blog... i miss you too. see you soon. 

Please Mr. Sunshine

right now my weatherbug tell me it's -3 celcius outside... what?? seriously? ohhh... it's supposed to be warmer not colder. it's the end of March and should be 'welcome - welcome spring'... not 'welcome back winter'. 

owh... i want to see the colorful flower blooming... the dazzling sunshine cheering... the green leaves waving... i want to see the beautiful world!! and wear pretty dress. 

give me my real sunshine... give me my powerful sunshine who can lock up the freezing air. please don't lie to me Mr. Sunshine... show me your true colors. 

Zapin Beradat

last night we had a rehearsal for the Malaysian Night that will be held next friday. and i can say my zapin team performed quite well. and i can also say no distinct mistakes (well usually i'm the one who make mistakes...haha...). hooray for me~~~ 

after many weeks of practice (once a week), finally we managed to complete all the choreography and performed it well. so one more week to go and to make the team perfect! and i'm proud of myself for completing the 3.35 min dance choreography with touch of help from everyone in the team especially my dear roomie. we're sacrificing hours of our time at home to just completing a minute of the choreography. i never though this could be so hard. we have to find the steps and match them with the song and the timing. and in order to do that, we have to try and try again to get perfect. 

finally we did it. i'm proud of my team... me, egy, azreen, iliani, budin, zul, zam, izat... you guys awesome. one more week to go... let's finish what we've started with perfection! 

here's the song... and we only use 3.35 min of the song and cut the rest of it. thanks noraniza idris...

Another beautiful day

it's the end of spring break... and it's another springy day not to waste. actually a lil'bit chilly but love the shining sunshine. since it's kinda windy... so it's another day to spend with my ladybug kite. i bought 'her' and flew it for the first time few days ago. and she's awesomely flying higher and higher... beautiful! 

so same place... the nearest golf course, and with the same person... my sweet boyfie. once again my ladybug fly and fly with her companion... the spiderman... oh actually they have new friend... the airplane... which can't fly. haih... maybe coz the wind is not strong enough. it's okay... next time you must fly, okay mr.airplane?! 

i've been tagged

i've been tagged by miss egy azziera... so the instruction... 

'Go to your photos folder in your computer. Go to the 6th folder of photos. Go to the 6th picture in that folder. Put the picture on your blog and a description of it. Invite six friends to join the challenge. Link them in your blog and let them know they have been challenged!'

then, i go to the start menu, click my documents, then my pictures, then count 1 2 3 4 5 6... ahah... owhh... my favorite folder... then i click the folder, count again 1 2 3 4 5 6... tadaaaaa.... 

so it's a lovely picture of us from last summer in a mall in Malaysia... about a year ago... hmmm... 

ok now... i want to tag anyone who would like to try this... you're welcome... peace!

Picnic for two

yesterday afternoon... i was complaining about going out coz the weather is so beautiful... what a waste if i'm just stay at home. suddenly... i was thinking about a picnic... great idea! so i called him... which actually woke him up... and i said, "wake up... let's go for a picnic... come on... now! let's get prepared, you do the chicken and i'll make some sandwiches." haha... it was so spontaneous... 

then we both get ready with all the food and stuff. about 2 hours later we're at the Spring Creek Park. beautiful! we took a barbeque spot near the lovely river. then i realized that we're actually have too much food for two... haha... we have chicken, hot dog, egg salad sandwich, tuna sandwich, sweet potato fries, banana cupcake, pepsi, 'sirap merah', 'teh ais' and oranges. woooww... that's really too much. what a great picnic~~~

Black & White

it's the week of spring break... and i'm staying here in state college... not going anywhere... but no regret coz the weather is so springy since last Friday... though it's raining today but still i'm still loving it... coz i can just go out with t-shirt and ballerina flat and even flip flop...yeay~~~ 

last friday... i'm having a black & white party at my apartment... it's spring break... sure we need to celebrate... and my apartment all filled with black & white decoration, black & white polka dot wall and even black & white food. haha... so welcoming looks... and it was a great party... thanks for coming everyone~~~